Saturday, June 27, 2009

diamonds in Zimbabwe?


My beloved father was an exploration geologist in Zimbabwe. He worked to locate and excavate mineral resources in Zimbabwe over his lifetime working for both foreign companies and the Zimbabwean government. I am quite sure I remember, as I was growing up, him saying that no diamonds had been discovered in Zimbabwe but that he believed they were there and one day he was going to find his diamond pipe and make it big. Well I was surprised to see the article in the NYTimes today about corruption, massacres and human rights abuses in diamond mines in Zimbabwe.

Diamonds in Zimbabwe? Diamonds were only discovered in 2006 in the mine mentioned in the NYTimes article, Marange diamond fields. A search on Wikipedia turned up a couple of entries on diamonds in Zimbabwe. It seems diamonds were first discovered in Zimbabwe in 1997. Father dear passed away in 1998. I wonder if he had heard of this discovery. Judging from the NYTimes article and the references at the end of one of the Wikipedia entries it is a good thing he never did get involved in diamond mining. Literally a cutthoat field to be in. Which reminds me, I still haven't seen the movie Blood Diamond and it is something I have been planning on watching.

In spite of my beloved father's dream of finding his diamond pipe, all this violence surrounding diamonds makes me feel very pleased with the simple gold wedding band I have on my finger.

Saturday, May 30, 2009

tiny being in my belly

tiny tiny being in my belly.  s/he looks very comfortable with feet up and crossed.  just hanging out.

really one of the most moving experiences of my life to witness the movements of this tiny 7cm long little person.

"O my Lord!  I dedicate that which is in my womb unto Thee.  Then cause it to be a praiseworthy child in Thy kingdom and a fortunate one by Thy favor and generosity, to develop and to grow up under the charge of Thine education.  Verily, Thou art the gracious!  Verily, Thou art the Lord of great favor!"  
~'Abdu'l-Baha

Monday, April 27, 2009

sunshine and sweet honey


the days pass with sweetness and struggle... i suppose that is how life goes.  

winter has come and gone.







Baha'is celebrate their new year on the first day of spring.  Naw Ruz is also an ancient Persian festival and we set up a traditional table with the seven s's on it (haft seen) More pictures of traditional Naw Ruz tables are available on flickr.  I found some introductions online to the symbolism of the various components of the table.  We included on our table a plate of sabzeh that maman-jan sprouted for us from lentils representing fertility and the rebirth of nature; apples (seeb) representing natural beauty; garlic (seer) representing health, vinegar (serkeh) representing age, a mirror representing the images and reflections of Creation, coins (sekkeh), and goldfish representing life.  Maman-jan suggested we add the Kitab-i-Aqdas for good measure to remember that we were celebrating Baha'i New Year and not just the traditional Persian holiday.

This past weekend spring arrived in full force with blue skies and sunshine.  We went out to enjoy ourselves at Rutgers day and lay down on the lush green grass 
listening to bluegrass music.


That evening dear dear friend k.  who is one of those amazing souls who makes it her mission to bring sweetness and sunshine into the lives of others treated me to a concert at Princeton.  It was a concert of Sweet Honey in the Rock.  Just the kind of thing that fills my soul with delight.  So spiritual, so educational, so concerned with social justice, so authentic, so good, so down to earth, so revolutionary, such brilliance and power these fabulous women evinced.  If they are ever in your neck of the woods really DO try to go and see them.  They put on a moving and inspiring live performance.  CDs and youtube clips do not do it justice.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

zhu zhu




at not quite five weeks old zhu zhu (little pearl) is the size of a tiny lentil but "she" already has a backbone, a beating heart... and a soul... May her backbone grow ever more firm and steadfast, her heart ever more expansive and her soul maintain its purity and brilliance.

so astonished by the speed with which human life takes shape!!  So many things to learn by reading and reveling in the astounding pictures in the wondrous book A Child is Born.  

"...that from the union of these two seas of love a wave of tenderness may surge and cast the pearls of pure and goodly issue on the shore of life..."

('Abdu'l-Baha)

Sunday, March 29, 2009

remembering Dan Seals

one of the great Baha'i musicians in the world just passed away.

"we all are one, the flowers of one garden...
ponder in your hearts, how we were all created from the same dust"



<a href="http://www.joost.com/082004u/t/Dan-Seals-We-Are-One-Video">Dan Seals - We Are One (Video)</a>

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

the sweet days of fasting

This year the month of fasting seems to have flown by. How sweet it has been to share it with my Ram. We have been having amazing breakfasts and dinners...colorful and joyous just how I LOVE them.
Breakfast this morning --lemon water, oatmeal with pine nuts and raisins and lots of fresh fruit.

Then some sweet prayer time together. We have been doing our 95 'Allah'u'Abha's together with the help of the coral and jade prayer beads that Ram made for me a few days ago. This morning we read from a lovely compilation on The Importance of Obligatory Prayer and Fasting...


"Well is it with you, as you have followed the Law of God and arisen to observe the Fast during these blessed days, for this physical fast is a symbol of the spiritual fast. This fast leadeth to the cleansing of the soul from all selfish desires, the acquisition of spiritual attributes, attraction to the breezes of the All-Merciful, and enkindlement with the fire of divine love." 'Abdu'l-Baha


We were very honored by the presence of Hayden Knight Weiler of Ellis and Knight fame at our little weekly devotional gathering last week. He played the song he and Vahid composed especially for our wedding--sweet sweet sweet!
[You must go to their reverbnation site and listen to some of their songs]



Saturday, March 07, 2009

"make Thou this marriage to be as threading lights of Thine abounding grace..."

the first week of our new marriage has been very sweet. we decided to begin our marriage during the Baha'i month of fasting (March 2-21) so that we could try to establish habits of prayer and meditation as integral to our family life from the very beginning.

my favorite pictures from the wedding are around the lovely wedding cake (carrot cake with cream cheese icing--delicious!!).

One picture in particular delights me because, just by chance,
it is almost a replica of my favorite picture from my parents' wedding that I have hanging on my wall.




I wore the jacket my mother wore at her wedding. I had it slightly altered.



"From the pairing of even the smallest particles in the world of being are the grace and bounty of God made manifest; and the higher the degree, the more momentous is the union. 'Glory be to Him Who hath created all the pairs, of such things as earth produceth, and out of men themselves, and of things beyond their ken.'[1]
And above all other unions is that between human beings, especially when it cometh to pass in the love of God. Thus is the primal oneness made to appear; thus is laid the foundation of love in the spirit. It is certain that such a marriage as yours will cause the bestowals of God to be revealed. Wherefore do we offer you felicitations and call down blessings upon you and beg of the Blessed Beauty, through His aid and favour, to make that wedding feast a joy to all and adorn it with the harmony of Heaven.

[1 Qur'án 36:36, and cf. 51:49]

O my Lord, O my Lord! These two bright orbs are wedded in Thy love, conjoined in servitude to Thy Holy Threshold, united in ministering to Thy Cause. Make Thou this marriage to be as threading lights of Thine abounding grace, O my Lord, the All-Merciful, and luminous rays of Thy bestowals, O Thou the Beneficent, the Ever-Giving, that there may branch out from this great tree boughs that will grow green and flourishing through the gifts that rain down from Thy clouds of grace.

Verily Thou art the Generous, verily Thou art the Almighty, verily Thou art the Compassionate, the All-Merciful."

(Abdu'l-Baha, Selections from the Writings of Abdu'l-Baha, p. 119)

Saturday, February 21, 2009

committing to peace, joy and certitude


I am getting married in exactly a week! it has been hard to write about all of this. i find myself fighting so many fears and anxieties. It is perhaps the speed of the transition.

We had a very sweet evening recently where we recited the "Remover of difficulties" 500 times together.

"Is there any remover of difficulties save God? Say: Praise be to God. He is God. All are His servants and all abide by his bidding." -The Bab

This is not any kind of a required practice and Baha'is are cautioned against all forms of ritual, but the following passage is found in God Passes By:
`Bid them recite: "Is there any Remover of difficulties save God? Say: Praised be God! He is God! All are His servants, and all abide by His bidding!" Tell them to repeat it five hundred times, nay, a thousand times, by day and by night, sleeping and waking, that haply the Countenance of Glory may be unveiled to their eyes, and tiers of light descend upon them.'
(Shoghi Effendi citing Nabíl citing Bahá'u'lláh in God Passes By, p. 119)

My friends Sham and Joa use this during periods of crisis and have inspired me to try it several times during my life. I generally find that it has a very calming and centering effect and seems to lead to some insight. Wednesday night's sweet experience of reciting it together not only drew us closer together but lead to a strong sense that what would be the most constructive of goodness and rightness would be to commit myself wholly and fully to moving ahead with

peace, joy and certitude

It was quite liberating. The challenge is to honor that commitment which makes me think of the "Dynamics of prayer" which has been attributed to Shoghi Effendi. I found this on Baha'i Perspectives.

Step 1: Pray and meditate about it. Use the prayers of the Messengers of God (Jesus, Mohammed, Krishna, Buddha, Moses, Zoaster, the Báb and Bahá'u'lláh) as they have the greatest power. Then remain in silence of contemplation for a few minutes.

Step 2: Arrive at a decision and hold this. This decision is usually born during the contemplation. It may seem almost impossible of accomplishment, but if it seems to be an answer to prayer or a way of solving the problem, then immediately take the next step.

Step 3: Have determination to carry the decision through. Many fail here. The decision, budding into determination, is blighted and instead becomes a wish or vague longing. When determination is born, immediately take the next step.

Step 4:
Have Faith and confidence that the power will flow through you and the right way will appear, the door will open, the right thought, the right message, the right principle or the right book will be given you. Have confidence, and the right thing will come to your need. Then, as you rise from prayer, take at once Step 5.

Step 5:
Act. Act as though it had all been answered. Then act with tireless, ceaseless energy. And as you act, you, yourself, will become a magnet, which will attract more power to your being, until you become an unobstructed channel for Divine Power to flow through you. Many pray but do not remain for the last half of the first step. Some who meditate arrive at a decision, but fail to hold it. Few have the determination to carry the decision through, still fewer have the confidence that the right thing will come to their need. But how many remember to act as though it had all been answered? How true are those words- "greater than the prayer is the spirit in which it is uttered and greater than the way it is uttered is the spirit in which it is carried out."

From Principles of Bahá'í Administration, p. 90-91.
*
Excerpted from the pilgrim's notes of Ruth Moffet, an early American Bah
á'i

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

forgiveness and acquiescence




"We ought to show something greater than forgiveness in meeting the cruelties and strictures in our lives. To be hurt and forgive is saintly but far beyond this is the power to comprehend and not be hurt. This power we may have...acceptance without complaint and it should be associated with our name. We ought never to be known to complain or lament. It is not that we would "make the best of things," but that we may find in everything, even in calamity, the gems of enduring wisdom. We ought never be impatient. We ought to be as incapable of impatience as one would be of revolt. This not being so much long-suffering as quiet awareness of the forces that operate in the hours of dark or years of waiting and inactivity. Always we ought to move with the larger rhythm, the wider sweep, towards our ultimate goal, in that complete acquiescence, that perfect chord which underlies the spirit of the faith itself."


-- Bahiyyih Khanum, The Greatest Holy Leaf

Sunday, February 01, 2009

dancing for universal peace


Last night our dear friend Tanya rounded several of us up to go the Dance for Universal Peace at the Soma Yoga Center. This is the first I have heard of such a thing and it seems it is a worldwide organization that promotes peace through dance, music and prayer from the various faith traditions in the world.

The evening consisted of learning simple verses from Christian, Jewish, Muslim, Hindu, Native American faiths and then singing and dancing. It was so sweet, calming, joyous and uplifting.

Ram had a favorite song. It is from a poem of Kabir, an Indian poet who combined Hindu and Muslim themes. The lyrics for this song go like this:

"Fill your cup. Drink it up. Ya Allah Allah.
Fill your cup. Drink it up. Ya Allah Allah.
Ram Ram Ram Ram
Ram Ram Ram Ram
Ram Ram Ram Ram
A fish in the water is not thirsty."

You can see why Ram liked the song so much! I found a session of this song and dance on YouTube. This is just the dance that we did here in little Highland Park though with a much smaller group.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

new beginnings


a child of africa gets engaged to a child of iran. together they hope their union can contribute one more tiny thread that unites the people's of the world.

"O Thou Provider! The dearest wish of this servant of Thy Threshold is to behold the friends of east and west in close embrace; to see all the members of human society gathered with love in a single great assemblage, even as individual drops of water collected in one mighty sea; to behold them all as birds in one garden of roses, as pearls of one ocean, as leaves of one tree, as rays of one sun." (Abdu'l-Baha, Selections from the Writings of Abdu'l-Baha, p. 75)

One of the many perks of this new beginning is the possibility for greater opportunities to eat Persian food like the Shol-e-zard and Fessen joon that were served at our simple family engagment party. Yummm!

Thursday, January 01, 2009

Happy 牛Year


Here I am in Lanzhou, Gansu, China on New Year's Day 2009. The New Year of any culture or tradition is such a wonderful symbol of turning over a new leaf, of taking pause to reflect and bring oneself to account and to set new goals and directons.
I would like to sustain my New Year's resolution blog posting tradition in which I take stock of the previous year and consider what I would like to focus on for the next. Last year I resolved to strive for the following attributes in my life:


independence
strength
severance
FAITH
patience
calm
stillness
ZEAL
courage
energy
enthusiasm
purity of heart, mind, motive, intention
DISCIPLINE
focus
knowledge
discernment
and JOY


Quite an extensive list and, reflecting on the past year, I really did consciously strive to acquire most of these attributes and states of being. Actually I printed out this list and stuck it up on my computer monitor so that I could return to it for inspiration and focus when necessary.
How interesting it is to me that after just one year my world and future look so different. While I still wish to keep working on last year's list of attributes, new capacities seem to emerge as more urgently necessary as I contemplate the adventures in store for me this year. The first that come to mind are as follows...


LOVE
magnanimity
generosity (of spirit, material wealth and TIME... "when there is love there is always time")
graciousness
tenderness
affection
BEAUTY
magic and romance

loyalty
commitment
respect
encouragement

illumination ("day by day become ye more illumined")

industriousness
cleanliness and order





Friday, December 19, 2008

from bristol to brighton

dear clea, my high school best friend, came to pick me up at oxford and take me to her home in a lovely little village outside bristol.

in her dear sentimental way she showed me a little gift that i had given her when we were young gals --"A friend is someone who likes you."



we had such fun catching up and the next morning was a perfect sunny day for a walk through the cotswolds. could NOT have been a more perfect outing.

just what i longed for-- a brisk and refreshing hike out in the fresh air and stunning scenery.

little stimpy accompanied us and supplied a continously fresh stream of delightful antics.

we walked up to the Tyndale Monument built in memory of William Tyndale who was burned at the stake in 1536 for the heresy of translating the Bible into English.



Next stop on my itinerary was a visit to my other dear dear friends sham, joa, arian and layla in brighton.

then off to china where i am sitting right now in beijing airport waiting for my plane to lanzhou.










Saturday, December 13, 2008

More Baha'i tourism--sightseeing at Oxford

I am here at the University of Oxford to present a paper at a conference on "Poverty, Education and Health in Rural China."

I took some time to go for a little sight seeing stroll today. From St. Anne's College I walked down Observatory Road admiring the colorfully painted homes and got some breakfast/lunch (woke up so late due to jet lag) at a little cafe on Walton St.

Funny how there was such a familiarity in the flavors of things--coming to England is also like a cultural homecoming in some sense--child of British colonial Africa that I am. The baked beans tasted how baked beans ought to taste in my mind--not sickly sweet like American baked beans. Even the tea and the jam on toast tasted "right" :-)

After lunch I strolled down towards Broad St where Balliol college is located.





Balliol college is where Shoghi Effendi, the Guardian of the Baha'i Faith studied the philosophy of politics from 1920. I spent some time strolling the courtyards.

I love the little faces that seem to be everywhere in the architecture.

Then I spent some time in the chapel.

I was struck by the bronze eagle lectern which holds a copy of the Bible. The eagle was apparently given for the chapel in 1630 by one of the fellows who studied at Balliol. It certainly made me think of Shoghi Effendi who so loved the symbol of the eagle. Sculptures of eagles can be found throughout the Baha'i gardens at the Holy Places in Israel and

also atop Shoghi Effendi's gravesite in London [image borrowed from Barney Leith's blog]. Surely the similarity between these two sculptures of an eagle atop a globe is not coincidental??

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

continuing to give thanks...


"O Thou handmaid of God! In this day, to thank God for his bounties consisteth in possessing a radiant heart, and a soul open to the promptings of the spirit. This is the essence of thanksgiving."

'Abdu'l-Baha

I just love these simple and lovely directions for living a life of thankfulness. The inherent possibility and potential for new adventures to be had if one is open to the promptings of the spirit is intriguing.


Monday, December 01, 2008

Pomegranates


so...my year of waiting is over and the future is brimming with new possibilities. i have been eating lots of pomegranates lately. they are so delicious. can't get enough of them. there is much symbolism connected to pomegranates in various cultures around the world. In various traditions they symbolize..

the fullness of suffering
the sweetness of the heavenly kingdom
the good things that God creates
abundance and good luck
...
fertility and marriage
...

how wonderful that i am surrounded by pomegranates like never before in my life. surely a portent of good things to come

Sunday, November 30, 2008

A walk through the City of the Covenant

Yesterday a dear friend of mine, Ram, and I set out on a little pilgrimage of sorts to visit a few of the places associated with the sojourn of 'Abdu'l-Baha in New York City which He named as the City of the Covenant. The trip seemed significant in its proximity to the Day of the Covenant (November 26) and November 28 which is the anniversary of the "ascension" of 'Abdu'l-Baha.

There are many spots in New York city that have been made blessed and sanctified by 'Abdu'l-Baha. Our tour yesterday focused on those spots in the Upper West Side of Manhattan. I came up with the tour using the booklet 'Abdu'l-Baha in New York: The City of the Covenant which gives a chronological account of the time that 'Abdu'l-Baha spent there complete with sweet vignettes of occurrences at the time. I use excerpts from this book in this post.

We began our tour at the Hotel Ansonia where 'Abdu'l-Baha stayed when he first arrived on April 11, 1912.

"‘Abdu’l-Bahá and His entourage were driven from the ship to the Hotel Ansonia, Broadway and 73rd Street, His headquarters for the next nine days of incredibly intense activities." (p. 8)

Of the mornings at the hotel, Juliet Thompson wrote: “Oh, those mornings at the Ansonia in the Master’s white sunny rooms, filled with spring flowers and roses! People poured in to see Him in droves, sometimes a hundred and fifty in one morning! Exhausted, He received the late arrivals in bed…I would watch them go into His bedroom and come out changed, as though they had had a bath of Life.” Charles Rand Kennedy, author of “The Terrible Meek,” [a play depicting the crucifixion of Christ that 'Abdu'l-Baha had gone to watch] was there one morning, and deeply moved said: “I was in the presence of God.” (p. 14)

Yesterday, we sat in the lobby of the Ansonia reading some of the stories associated with 'Abdu'l-Baha's stay there. We imagined the droves of people pouring into that lobby to visit him. We also read stories of the next places on our mini-itinerary: Riverside Park, 309 W. 78th St, the American Museum of Natural History, the Church of the Divine Paternity, and Times Square.

After a refreshing and simple lunch at the Fairway Cafe across the street from the Ansonia we walked westwards along 75th street over to Riverside Park.

"He loved the Riverside Park area. He had selected a secluded spot there where He liked to go daily and walk by Himself or “sleep on the grass” a few minutes to rest. “When I am alone, exhaustion is removed and I am relaxed,” He said. Sometimes, He allowed the friends to go with Him to this "hallowed spot,” “His Garden,” as the friends named the place and a recurring name in Juliet’s and Mahmud’s diaries." (p.16)

We continued our pleasant walk to 309 78th St where Abdu'l-Baha also resided for sometime.

The American Museum of Natural History was next on our walking tour of points of interest in the Upper West Side.

"Juliet relates that on July 8th, ‘Abdu’l-Bahá expressed the desire to visit the American
Museum of Natural History. The Master laughed at the size of a huge whale, saying that “…he could hold seventy Jonahs!” He was very interested in the Mexican exhibit, pointing out the relationship of glyphs with Persian and Egyptian art..." (p. 31)

We made a special point to go to see the replica of the blue whale. It was indeed huge and is apparently the largest model of the largest creature that has lived on earth. It was just such an interesting and delightful thought that one could come to observe an exhibit at a museum and have it so infused with sweet and sacred connotations. Intriguing. I love museums anyway because my father loved museums so much and in particular museums of natural history. Ram's father is also a geologist. We spent some time enjoying the geology exhibits in the museum.

Onward two blocks down Central Park West to the Church of the Divine Paternity, one of the many many venues where 'Abdu'l-Baha spoke during his time in New York.

"On Sunday, May 19, ‘Abdu’l-Bahá spoke at the Church of the Divine Paternity on Central Park West. The church’s Byzantine architecture seemed a natural frame for the Master who was often referred to as “the Patriarch of the East” because of His Eastern robes and headdress. The people attending were touched by the beauty of the scene as well as captivated by ‘Abdu’l-Bahá’s address on progressive revelation and the Teachings of Bahá’u’lláh." (p. 17)

Here is an excerpt of that talk:

"Religions are many, but the reality of religion is one. The days are many, but the sun is one. The fountains are many, but the fountainhead is one. The branches are many, but the tree is one."

(Abdu'l-Baha, The Promulgation of Universal Peace, p. 126)

Our tour had taken us into the early evening and it was time to make our way down to midtown to get some dinner and catch our Broadway musical "The Phantom of the Opera."

Even Times Square has been sanctified by a celebratory comment of 'Abdu'l-Baha!!

"Returning to the hotel by taxi, the Master was amused by the glittering of Broadway ‘s electric signs, and was reminded that Bahá’u’lláh loved light, recommending that His household economize on everything except light." (p. 14)

Saturday, November 15, 2008

all the world's afflictions can in no wise alarm me

Devon Gundry - "Armed" from Justin Baldoni on Vimeo.

Baha'i prayer set to music and a moving little music video:

"Armed with the power of Thy name nothing can ever hurt me and with Thy love in my heart all the world's afflictions can in no wise alarm me." Baha'u'llah

Sunday, September 28, 2008

blessed is the spot and the house and the place...



My little apartment has been blessed with various meetings and gatherings of late. Here is a picture of one of my esteemed guests holding little Lillian Jaleh who came along with her dad and contributed a great deal of joy and wisdom to that particular meeting.


"Children are the most precious treasure a community can possess, for in them are the promise and guarantee of the future. They bear the seeds of the character of a future society which is largely shaped by what the adults constituting the community do or fail to do with resepect to children. They are a trust no community can neglect with impunity. An all-embracing love of children, the manner of treating them, the quality of the attention shown to them, the spirt of adult behavior towards them--these are all among the vital aspects of the requisite attitude." (Universal House of Justice, Ridvan 2000).


I have also been holding weekly devotional gatherings in my apartment on Thursday nights. At a recent gathering, Bryn and I shared readings from family heirlooms.

She has a lovely book that belonged to her grandmother, the World Bible. She read an excerpt from the Koran from it.
I have a book that belonged to my mother entitled "The Pattern of Baha'i Life". It has a stamp in it from the "Baha'i World Congress London 1963" and is inscribed "Naw Ruz 121 To our dear Baha'i sister Aili, Eino and Sonja". In several places my mother has underlined words and penciled in Finnish translations. One such passage which I read on this particular occasion goes as follows:


"The world is but a show, vain and empty, a mere nothing, bearing the semblance of reality. Set not your affections upon it...Verily I say, the world is like a vapour in the desert, which the thirsty dreameth to be water and striveth after it with all his might, until when he cometh unto it, he findeth it to be mere illusion..." Baha'u'llah

my first football game

i went to my very first ever football game this past Sunday--that is american football for all my international readers. i got free tickets from my esteemed institution.


a friend who knows a thing or two about football accompanied me and came well prepared with visual aids and all to educate this sports illiterate about the game and provide running commentary.



Go RU!